My Random Thoughts

>Imagine If Everybody Just Stopped Sleeping And We Found Out A Way To Get Artificial Sleep And No Real Sleep.

>I Love Music So Much.

>HELLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PERSON WHO IS READING THIS !!! :3

>I Feel Incomplete.

>I'm so tired.

>Why is dressing up and being pretty so exhausting.

>I wish Kanye wasn't fucking evil, his music is soooooo good!

>I keep getting myself into stupid internet arguments, like, what do you mean I'm arguing that being raped is worse than having false allegations against you, AND PEOPLE ARE TRYING TO PROVE ME WRONG!?!?!?! WHAT!?!?!?!

>I love when I give people the benefit of the doubt and then they immediately prove me wrong /s

>I wish I was a cute catgirl

>I'm so lonely, god if you are real and you are reading this, PLEASE give me a lesbian TF4TF relationship pleaseeeee.

>Fuck my stupid midshit brickhon clocky troon life

>Mfw I'm talking shit on liberals and the right wing chud thinks I'm on their side (Both parties are dogshit, two wings on the same plane, but I'm so far left that I'm off of the plane)

>Mfw I criticize Israel for all of the evil shit they do and the antisemitic nazi thinks I'm on their side

>You are a real woman. You have no womb, you have no ovaries, you have no eggs, but that doesn't matter. You are a valid human who is trying to feel comfortable in her body. All the “validation” you get is pure. Behind your back people love you. Your parents are happy and proud of you, your friends laugh at your jokes behind closed doors, and boys love you, and girls envy you. Men absolutely love you. Trans folk who “pass” look ordinary and natural to a man. Your bone structure does not matter. Estradiol widens the hips. You will be happy. You will smile every single morning and tell yourself it’s going to be ok, and deep inside you feel the euphoria creeping up like a weed. It is what defines you, not the transphobes. Eventually, it’ll be perfect for you - you’ll come out, start HRT, get top surgery, and finally be your ideal self. Your parents will find you, happy and relieved that they finally have a happy daughter. They’ll congratulate you on your hard journey, and every passerby for the rest of eternity will know a woman is what you are.

>The meat and dairy industries are so incredibly evil

>Had a dream last night where I went to a movie theater that was packed full of cosplayers to see a movie, (all I can remember about the dream movie is that it was about some alien UFO that crash landed on a children's playground) I then, in the dream, went on a big long hitchhiking trip to try and get to Anacortes Washington, only stopping to visit Seattle, and once I got to Seattle I woke up. Weird dream.

Quotes I Like From Songs

'Everyone I know goes away in the end' - Trent Reznor in 'Hurt'

'I'm not living, I'm just killing time' - Thom Yorke in 'True Love Waits'

'I'm not here, this isn't happening' - Thom Yorke in 'How to Disappear Completely'

'We hope that you choke' - Thom Yorke in 'Exit Music (For A Film)'

'One day I am gonna grow wings' - Thom Yorke in 'Let Down'

'We can be heroes, just for one day' - David Bowie in 'Heroes'

'I'll follow you down until the sound of my voice will haunt you' - Stevie Nicks in 'Silver Spring'

'And yet I fight this battle all alone' - Layne Staley in 'Nutshell'

'Help me now, I'm going down, and I dont know if I'll be okay. I'll be around, I'll be in town, if you need a place to stay' - Aaron Freeman in 'Birthday Boy'

'But please hold onto the memories before we really crash and burn' - Aaron Freeman in 'I Don't Want It'

'However far away, I will always love you' - Robert Smith in 'Lovesong'

'Death is real, someone's there and then they're not, and it's not for singing about, it's not for making into art' - Phil Elverum in 'Real Death'

'Your body transformed, I couldn't bear to look so I turned my head west, like an early death, now I can only see you on the fridge in lifeless pictures' - Phil Elverum in 'Ravens'

'And when the nights fall a dark spring opens I dive entirely in to the holes in my sleeping mind And I, I swim all night across a black ocean Before day comes again' - Phil Elverum in 'The Gleam Pt. 3'

'When I walked out in the sun I was strong, clear-minded, and blind' - Michael Gira in 'Blind'

'And love may save all you people, but it will never save me' - Michael Gira in 'Love Will Save You'

'Protect me from violence, hold me in your cool lips, you'll drug me with kindness, so I can pretend I exist' - Michael Gira in 'Helpless Child'

'You despise, but I love, you despise, what I love' - Michael Gira in 'The Sound'

'I hate my body, I hate the desert' - Jamie Stewart in 'Suha'

'All that you left, you left for someone' - Jamie Stewart in 'Apistat Commander'

'You taught me a lesson, people are stupid in the dark' - Jamie Stewart in 'Stupid In The Dark'

'Sweet heart, cut up face, that I would have died any number of times for, beat down and beat down, so peculiar, so beloved' - Jamie Stewart in 'Botanica De Los Angeles'

'You're vultures in trees, I know you're out there, you're lanterns on lakes, I know you're out there' - Phil Elverum in 'II. Solar System'

'So your big black cloud will come, so your big black cloud will come' - Phil Elverum in 'IV. Mount Eerie'

'But there's no hope for me, I've been set free, there's no breeze, there's no ship on my sea' - Phil Elverum in 'I Want Wind To Blow'

'I faced death, I went in with my arms swinging, but I heard my own breath, and I had to face that I'm still living' - Phil Elverum in 'The Glow Pt. 2'

'I went back to feel alone there, I went back to wipe it clean' - Phil Elverum in 'The Moon'

'I miss my closest friend, and now I cling to rocks and wind, It's a precious thing we lost' - Phil Elverum in 'Headless Horseman'

'I stand tall, my feet are on the ground, but compared to you I'm small, the things you need you just surround' - Phil Elverum in 'My Roots Are Strong And Deep'

'There's no end, there's no glory, there's a slow resounding story, there's no place to feel certain, there's nobody waiting for me' - Phil Elverum in 'The Mansion'

'I know you've seen the billowy black, you've been haunted by the gleam and then sight came back' - Phil Elverum in 'The Gleam Pt. 2'

'I hope your flames don't grow, I want to be buried in snow, I hope your flames don't grow, I just want to be cold, I don't want you to know' - Phil Elverum in 'I Want To Be Cold'

'I held on tight and closed my eyes, it was dumb, I had no sense of your size' - Phil Elverum in 'I Felt Your Shape'

'Oh, it's dark, the sun went down, the power's still out, and oh, it's cold, my blood barely flows, and oh, I'm alone, except for the sound of insects flying, around, they know, my red blood is warm still' - Phil Elverum in 'My Warm Blood'